i’ll be back updating after Exams (:

cause i still worry much…

Said Mustaqim , you’ve been a very sweet boyfriend throughout this whole 6mths. you’ve turned me into a stronger girl. i know, i’m the most stubborn girl you’ve ever met too stubborn till you raise your voice to make me say yes. hehe

iv been thinking about how lucky am i to have you right now. & yes, iv been feeling really lucky all these while. no words could explain how happy i am.

you’ve been making me a happier girl everyday. you know how to make me laugh, you know how to cheer me up when I’m sad. you have always been by side every single day.

just one thing that i worry most. i dont want you to leave sweetheart.. i just love you much till i cant even imagine what will happen if you walked out of my life..

i love you sweetheart )=

for ALMOST a week, i finally met Hubby today! happy tau(: thank you hubby.

Home at about 7pm. i got scolded from mum cause i smell like a stupid ciggy. my whole curly spoilt hair smell’ed full of ciggarettes. bathed and watched She’s the Man at Okto. so sweet lah! SERIOUSLY!

after all those days i worry about, paid off with a sweet kiss from hubby. i so miss him like super much. there were alot of things that happened few days ago. i miss my bestfriend too. i know, iv not been spending time with you. whats going to happened between us? you’re not talking, i’m not talking, we’re not talking, you’re avoiding, i’m keeping quiet. how? sigh. i dont know what else is going to happen now. bestfriend, i missed you.  I’m sorry)’=

i’m gonna move and pretend nothing happened for now. cause i think i can manage pretty well. i just need hubby’s support for now. i’m enjoying everything single thing with him. i just love him so much(:

hubby, after exams more date out kay? beach, shopping, movies, everything kay sweetheart? ((:

i cannot describe this. i know im at fault for not spending equal time with you. i’m sorry. but please, try talk to me or something? for the very least, response me back will you? can we be like the old us again? i do miss your nonsense and everything…

facebook sucks for now. for abit, i was addicted to cafe world and now? facebook is lagging. sucksverybigbigtime.

Exam is round the corner. iv to BUGGGGGGG up on studies like,seriously. have i start revising? NOT. ohh well……………………

HAIR HAIR HAIR ! i so not liking my hair for now. feels so dry, very very dry. it is so messy you know. damnyoubitchyhair!

goodnight. i wanna sleep.
i love you boyfriend!

how i wish i could turn back time and mend things the right way…

gosh, hubby’s sick & i’m worried sick. wonder if he can take it cause no one at home is helping him. i know you’re strong, hold it sweetheart )=

am finally satisfied with my theme after several times changing & editting it. so how? nice ta.

will be having my test tmr. like duh, i hvnt start studying yet. its already 1057pm. heh! later lah k? hubby’s gonna kill me if he knows im not studying. cause i’m addicted to Cafe World in Fb already. heaahahahaha.

SIGH. tests, exams. how eh?

anyway, im not sure if i have post on this before. i so like it!

i chose , Mango, Peach & Strawberry (:

The Fruit you love reveals your personality. To find out your personality, take this free fun test!
Fruit For Thought

Q. Which is your favorite Fruit?

Orange, Durian, Apple, Pineapple, Papaya, Mango, Cherry, Strawberry, Peach or Pear?

Match your answers below.

Orange
You have patience and will power; hard work doesn’t daunt you. You like to do things slowly, but thoroughly. Although shy, you are reliable and trustworthy. You love with all your heart - flings are not for you

Durian
You are extravagant, impulsive, and outspoken. You may not be the best organizer, but you’re charming and make a good team leader. You enjoy travel immensely, and have an enthusiasm for life unmatched by most. Watch that temper, though.

Apple
Awww, you’re a softie - loving, gentle, warm, and sympathetic. But your sweet temper makes you vulnerable to people taking advantage of you. You may lack self-confidence and be timid, yet you enjoy harmonious relationships.

Pineapple
You are quick to decide; even quicker to act. You have exceptional organizing abilities, and tend to be self-reliant, sincere and honest in your dealings with others. You don’t make friends easily, but once you do, they’re friends for life. You rarely, if ever, make romantic overtures.

Papaya
Although fearless, you give much thought to the things you do. You are a go-getter in your career, and have a knack for being in the right place at the right time. More then anything else, your sense of humor is what attracts members of the opposite sex to you.

Mango
You have fixed ideas - influencing you is no easy task. You tend to be an extremist with strong likes and dislikes; at times, you like to control a situation. You enjoy getting involved in something that presents a mental challenge. Strong as you may be, you are a kitten when you are with your partner.

Cherry
You often faced ups and downs professionally and financially; you are often involved in creative pursuits. Despite being sincere and loyal, you don’t express your emotions easily. Your home is your haven, and you love nothing more than being surrounded by family and your beloved partner.

Strawberry
You are polite yet have a temper. You are very popular because of your warm, gregarious nature. Your zest in life ensures you enjoy everything you do.

Peach
You are friendly and outspoken. You are quick to forgive and forget. You have an independent, ambitious streak in you, making you a real go-getter. Fiery and passionate (though not in public), you are sincere and faithful to your lover, and value friendship highly.

Pear
You tend to be fickle, and have trouble completing a task with the enthusiasm you started with, because you need to see immediate results. You enjoy mental stimulation and love a good discussion. You tend to be restless, highly stung, and easily excitable.

Happy 6th Months Ann to us (=

i so love you very much you know.

i’m too lazy to post, bulletins will do.

• Dad went off to China for work @ 5a.m just now for 5-6 days)’=
• work was at Fort Canning today.
• i was moody all day.
• everything i did today just doesnt seems right to me.
• i’m tired, i’m tired, i’m tired, i’m tired !
• and lastly i miss dad )’=

Total disaster.

I am definitely not happy. Shut up.

We did our presentation in school for LPDX’s lesson. Thanks to Yfa for the slides cause we can go crazy w/o the slide. Our group managed to come this far and hopefully everything ends smoothly as expected. Insya’Allah.

After school was at hubby’s crib. By hook or by crook I have to finish up every single thing by this weekend. Hubby helped me with it also (: aww.. thanks hubby.

Studies, can I cope with it? Idk. Iv not done with my revisions yet. Iv only started on my BEG. and BEO is pathetic for me. I don’t even know a single thing from that subject. How ?

Guess I’ll stop here, cause I don’t know what else to post.

I need some sleep. Goodnight!

&&Thank you love, for helping me on my project (: & i so cant wait for this Sunday !